Bummed

So yesterday afternoon I received a phone call from my insurance company that my appeal for surgery had been denied. I'm bummed because I have sooo much documentation since Cayden's birth of my continual problems relating to my stomach diastasis. It's hard for me even now to do daily tasks as simple as picking up my kids to getting out of bed. I fear that if I'm already having back problems now that it will only get worse as I get older.

I'm mostly disappointed because I just want this to be over...so I don't have to worry about it anymore. It's taken up a lot of my time & energy in the last couple months. I do have one more appeal...but it's the final one that I have. If this one comes back a no then I have no more options. That makes me really nervous. I'm not sure if I'm even ready to hear that yet.

So...please keep me in your prayers as I await this final decision. They sent it in today & will get back with me in the next 7 days. Hopefully it will be a good answer before I leave on vacation...but I'm trying not to get my hopes up too much. So we will see.